new day

Well I didnt have such a good wkend, was so depressed that I stayed in the bed all wkend. I think that I'm finally over my little funk. I have my dr's appointment on thursday to talk about the surrogate options,and to make sure that I am still able to even carry a baby. I'm really excited and nervous at the same time. I really want to do this, but theres a part of me thats scared that the dr will say that I can't, but I know that it not up to him, but the good Lord above.